March 2012
turntiergodhead asked: you're right. i probably won't get it. i'd like to think that taking care of chibi helps me understand but i have no goddamn clue what i'm doing. so don't say that about yourself. you are so so much more than i deserve. i probably sound like a goddamn pansy by saying it but it's true. you never failed. not even once. you're so much better than i can ever hope to...
Anonymous asked: Well fuck, that sucks, brah. Do you think anyone's looking for him?
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((I'd like to mention that that is the first time...
Anonymous asked: ...You realize John's gone missing, right? Tav hasn't been able to find him all day.
ectobiologistegbert asked: it... it'll all work out, somehow. yeah.
windmaker asked: Oh okay! I have some of that kind, actually. Here. > You hand him a cone of it. // I hope ice cream helps a little at least.
Anonymous asked: ==> Go talk to your Dave
turntiergodhead asked: wow that didn't come out how i wanted. i mean. i know i can't take back what i said. and that it was uncalled for and i feel like /shit/ about that. i know sorry doesn't cover it. i just. don't know how to fix it.
turntiergodhead asked: so / what happens now / do we just put that behind us or?
turntiergodhead asked: im sorry
windmaker asked: Hey...just seeing how you're doing. I didn't want to say anything, but I witnessed the shit that went down and I was worried. Would you like a little ice cream or something?
ectobiologistegbert asked: that sucks... you know, i still don't really feel like it happened. like i'm going to wake up sometime and be like, 'oh haha, that was a weird dream.' but it's not.
February 2012
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((Bro and Dave are in the same place right now and...
otherwise it’s gonna be awhile before they’re all happy and shit again
Anonymous asked: You know, John ran away.
ectobiologistegbert asked: i think i'm doing better than last night. i'm just feeling really empty and bummed out right now. but whatever. how about you?
ectobiologistegbert asked: hey.
turntiergodhead:
[[Bro you preshous babbu stop giving me so many feels
((did you read the Dave’s room post and the asks he answered after. Allllllll about Dave. ))
jakienglish asked: Just a new sword nothing much... *smiles a bit* (( Added you <3 ill tell you on skype <3 ))
cjfidler asked: ((I didn't mean to comment as anon before but you do him remarkably well. sometimes its like this shit is for real like I'm literally seeing it unfold before my eyes.))
((So I wrote out my audition form for this play in my favorite bright orange pen…
Bad or good?))
doublepistol-kind asked: Hello Strider are you alright from last night?
jakienglish asked: (( Omfg Skull top skull top you need a skype i have fluffy Brojade headcanon to tell you)) *look at bro and place down a box* This is a thank you gift bro...
cjfidler asked: Hmm I see your dilemma. Your facing the nightmare of every parent that has an adopted kid. I think the biggest issue is his age. He expects all the father in you to just stop even though I know that is not possible. But I'm here if you need help. I could talk with him or whatever.
Anonymous asked: ((OOC might I say you are pretty damn good at this whole rp thing?))
Anonymous asked: I believe you freaked out a bit too much over the John thing
cjfidler asked: Hey man, Don't sweat this all that much. I know what he said was harsh but you two are closer than anyone I know and this may bring you closer yet. The position of older brother to one without a father is a tricky one. while you are not his dad to you he feels like your son. as he grows you need to become less of a dad more of a bro and I think it will all work out great in the end.
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>Bro: Sit in Dave's room.
You sit down on what used to be your younger brother’s bed and just wonder how you could have fucked up so royally.
You had one goal in life. Keep him safe.
But you can’t do that if you’re the one hurting him.
And he’s inflicting just as much damage.
God, what you would give to actually rewind the clock and relive the days before all this bullshit started. When life...
veryadorabull asked: i HOPE YOU'RE RIGHT, gOODNIGHT, sEE YOU TOMORROW, <3
veryadorabull asked: ==>Sigh. oKAY, jUST F-FEEL BETTER, rELAX AND CLEAR YOUR HEAD, i'LL BE OFF THEN,
veryadorabull asked: i CARE, yOU KNOW, yOU CAN ALWAYS TALK TO ME, yOU CAN TRUST ME, yOU CAN BE AS WEAK AS YOU WANT TO BE AROUND ME, i WON'T LET ANYONE SEE, i WON'T LET ANYONE KNOW, bUT REALLY, iF YOU NEED SOMEONE TO TALK TO, pLEASE TRUST ME OKAY,
veryadorabull asked: ==>Cup his cheek lightly and press your forehead to his, looking at his eyes through his shades. mAYBE IT WILL, m-mAYBE IT WON'T, bUT WE GOTTA STAY STRONG, aND WE CAN'T GIVE UP,
ectobiologistegbert asked: fuck it all.
veryadorabull asked: iT'LL BE OKAY,
brokenheir asked: ==>Sniffles and absconds.
>Bro: ....are you crying?
Yes, yes you are.
What Dave said really hurt you. You’ve tried so hard to be the best fatherly figure you could for him, and then he just throws those words out there so casually.
You know he didn’t mean it. But he still said it. And that’s something that will haunt you for the rest of your immortal life.
But you can’t let anyone know that.
ectobiologistegbert asked: exactly! i am so angry right now, and most of it is at myself for not being able to.
turntierGodhead: worldsbestbrother:... →
worldsbestbrother:
turntiergodhead:
worldsbestbrother:
turntiergodhead:
worldsbestbrother:
Just shut up, okay?? God DAMN it, Dave!!
you’re not my father. you can’t tell me what to do.
You don’t HAVE a father. I’m the closest thing you’ve got. But you know what?…
You can apologize ‘til yer blue in the face but it ain’t gonna mean a thing.
ectobiologistegbert asked: i understand what you mean. i understand perfectly, but we're not going to get through to him. ugh.
veryadorabull asked: yOU KNOW, eVERYONE MAYBE KIND OF ANGRY AT YOU RIGHT NOW, bUT i'M NOT, iT'LL BE OKAY, i UNDERSTAND WHAT YOU'RE TRYING TO DO, tHEY DON'T SEEM TO UNDERSTAND THAT THE BOTTOM LINE IS YOU JUST WANT TO PROTECT jOHN, aLL YOUR INTENTIONS ARE GOOD ONES, tHEY SEEM TO FORGET THAT PART,
turntiergodhead:
worldsbestbrother:
turntiergodhead:
worldsbestbrother:
Just shut up, okay?? God DAMN it, Dave!!
you’re not my father. you can’t tell me what to do.
You don’t HAVE a father. I’m the closest thing you’ve got. But you know what? Fuck it. Obviously I should have just left you to die in that crater. Or that’s what you seem to think.
bro i didnt mean that and you know it
...
Anonymous asked: i thought so...
Anonymous asked: do you really think it's that impossible for john to make his own decisions about anything?
((people hate me because my muse is a major...
brokenheir asked: ==>Glares at him more, tearing up.
Anonymous asked: yeah but if you think hes such an obedient little kid then he would have listened to you immedately like your claiming he listened to karkat. you are treating him like a 5 year old, you can't be so over protective. sex is normal. there were no signs of rape. Do you even know the definition of rape?
turntiergodhead:
worldsbestbrother:
turntierGodhead: worldsbestbrother: turntiergodhead: so wait. john’s not allowed to…
worldsbestbrother:
turntiergodhead:
so wait.
john’s not allowed to have sex because it’s “something special”
but i am?
but karkat is?
where is the goddamn difference?
because i sure as fuck don’t see one.
I never said that. And anyways, you have thw capacity to...
turntierGodhead: worldsbestbrother:... →
worldsbestbrother:
turntiergodhead:
so wait.
john’s not allowed to have sex because it’s “something special”
but i am?
but karkat is?
where is the goddamn difference?
because i sure as fuck don’t see one.
I never said that. And anyways, you have thw capacity to make your own…
Just shut up, okay?? God DAMN it, Dave!!